Always hidden behind smiles
tears, in silence, at night
pain, that dulls, and resurfaces, dulls and resurfaces
randomly triggered,
you’d think, heartbreak is more mental than physical,
but, I can feel my heart hurting,
when I think of you
memories that have faded with time,
memories, that come alive,
You are that constant ache, in my heart
that constant regret ,
that helplessness,
that dark and weary sadness,
that emptiness,
that tear in my soul , with strings untangling , unraveling
that will not mend,
I’ve tried weaving in new feelings, new love, thread borrowed from beautiful souls,
“The wound is the place the light enters you,” Rumi said
I’ve let in the light,
but darkness still persists,
a darkness that knows me beyond the light
a darkness where you exist
a timeless place where I will not reach you, but you are there, nevertheless ……
constantly, intangible.
Sashikala Premawardhane
15 September, 2019
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